I'M NOW BACK TO KPOP'S FAN :)

Wow! Haven't update my blog for ages. Well, it's not like I got any followers, anyway. :)
warning : For any Kpop haters, don't mind my latest post yeah? :)

Here goes my story....
At first, I really really really hate Exo.
WHY??? Because I hate SMe.
WHY??? Because of TVXQ and Suju's Hangeng's cases.

Then, my sister, angah, she started promoting kpop.
Because on that time, I'm really absorbed in reading manga and watching anime. ;p In the first place, she's not really into anime. And before, both of us always share same interest in Kpop Idol Groups. #TVXQ #SUPERJUNIOR #2PM ...etc.
But after SMe cases, I slowly lost interest in Kpop. =_=
It's frustrated when you're into some groups, and suddenly,
the groups having problem and caused many more bad rumours.
So, yeah, consequently, I HATED KPOP!

Back to the main story,
Angah's promoting her lovely kpop idol group, Infinite. And yeah, I slowly
started to have interest. But, not really into it.
Until, one day, she promoted Exo to me.
At that time, Exo's performing TVXQ's Mirotic and Shinee's Lucifer.
And yeah, I do complained a lot. Because TVXQ is a great group.
They have great singing skills and dancing skills. (When they're 5, anyway)
Well, in the first place, comparing TVXQ that already debuted for many years and Exo's that just debuted in the same year as they performed in MAMA was off the chart, anyway. But, because they're from SMe...I can't help it. =_=
(how immatured of me)

Bla...bla...bla...at last, I watched Hello Counsellor that had Lay and Kai as guests.
That's the first time I took interest in them and I started watching their reality shows. It's not easy to differentiate them at first, plus, they had just a few reality shows.  =_=" And I took time a lot to remember their names and faces. Truly, I really can't differentiate Luhan and Sehun on that time.
I kept on calling the other person with different names.
Then, I don't know when, but I started to love him. #LUHAN

p/s : He's my bias. And I love him as a fan to an artist, nothing's wrong, right???

And I searched about their profiles, backgrounds, details during trainees' days...etc. I'm not a SASAENG, ok? It's just normal to want to know someone you love, right??? Well, I've once a FANATIC KPOP'S FAN, anyway. So, yeah, I'm kind of expert about it. Hahahaha...

But, when we are Kpop Fans, surely...we need to prepare ourselves.
PLASTIC SURGERY/ COSMETIC SURGERY is something that SO COMMON in Korea.
I'm sorry if offend anyone, but, it's the TRUTH.
I won't say everyone did PS/CS, but mostly. :)
And, by being a Kpop Fan for a few years, it's not really bothers me anyway.
Because I love their personalities and talents rather than their appearances.

Well, I'll admit at first, I took interest in Luhan because of his face, but,
I love his talents and personalities more. He's so funny, shy so much at first, never tried to show off, hyper-active, dorky, really low profile, always cares for others first, can sing and dance so well. Yeah, some people might say, "He just acting in front of camera. In the first place, he is an artist."
Okay, then. It's up to u. If u searched about him, u'll understand what I mean.

But, I also found some of bad articles. And I don't really know whether I'm gonna believe it or not. But, I'll always support him. Other than "THAT RUMOUR", I couldn't find any bad rumours about him. :)
He's not a perfect human, right? But, I do love his personalities so much.

And I'm extremely shocked when I knew that he's second oldest from Exo 12 members. And there's 4 years gap between him and Sehun.! That's a shock news anyway.  I'm totally jealous of his babyface. T_T

So...to conclude,

I'm now an Exostan / Exotic.

Welcome to KPOP'S WORLD once again. :)

Eh? HeLLo!?

Wow! I haven’t writing for almost 3 months! Fantastic!

It’s not like I’m totally busy or whatsoever.

It just, well, honestly, I’m kind of in complicated problem…

Urm, nahh… Not really laaa

To be frank, I’ve got thousands of things I wanna write… (typing actually J), hundreds of problems I wanna share, but I kept to myself.

Coz, well, I am a HUMAN, and normally if I write while in unstable state of mind, I might write something UNSIGHTY, right? Thus, I keep telling myself… “control yourself…”

And at last, I stopped updating my blog for some times… hehe J

Whatever it is, I wanna declare, “I’m already resign from UMS!! Yeah!”

Surprised?? Well, for my close friends, I’ve shared about this actually, hehe…

And now, I’m waiting for “Surat sah berhenti dari UMS”

Then, only after that, I can apply to any IPT in Malaysia…

Some might say, “ Rugi lah hg ni. Bukannya tak lepas pointer, boleh ja stay, awat nak tukaq? Rugi ooo setahun matrik, setahun degree.”

Honestly, yup. It is soooooo RUGI!! But, it’s better now than later coz I realised my potential already, and I’m now at my limit. True indeed! It is such a waste if I can’t apply for degree, but diploma. Well, you know what? I know that the best than all of you coz I know how hard it was studied for a year in Matrix! The TOTALLY PACKED CLASS, LECTURE, LAB!! So, I don’t need you to remind me la… (I don’t mean you, I meant someone that totally make me @@#$$#&*^!)And for an exhausted year as FORESTRY STUDENT!!

Woman, please grow up la! No need to act as a kid la. Che!

Okay, I know I’m a bit angry right? But, naahhh. I’m not really. It just I’m kind of…urm, frustrated, maybe?

Whatever it is, past is past. I know it’s my own fault, and I’ll face it, myself.

Stop blaming me, ya? J

After Long-Awaited.. At Last~~!!

Ok, the post title might be over-exaggerated
Well, what that I have waited for long time???
Heee... it's just KFC~~!!

Some might say, "It's just KFC..." or "Ala, tak payah nak over sangat la..KFC ja pun..."

But, still... for almost a month I crave to eat KFC

I have 2 roomates that will buy KFC once a week, or sometimes 3 times per week
But, I'm not that close with them
One of them is Indian, and I just talk when needed
While the other one is senior, 4th year student (final year) and I also not really close with her

And you know, when you crave for something (esp food)...
When they eat in front of you, it feel like.. "teringinnya...." like that

Last week, my Dad came to Sabah as he had "kursus" here
Then, he came to met me and took me out to eat
He asked me, "Kakak, ada teringin nk makan apa2 dak? Habaq ja, abah bwk pi..."
But, I forgot about the KFC thing, so I just answered. "Kakak mkn ja papa pun, ikut abah la..."
So, lastly, we went to a restaurant and I just ate everyday's food... (still appetising)
That's all

At last, this week, last Friday, I talk to myself.
"By hook or by crook, I'll make sure I got those KFC!"
Then, on 11 am in Friday, I went out with one of my course mate, Zie to IB
Hahahaha... at last... I got it!!!

I even bought a bottle of Chilli Sauce... hehe
After I ate, I felt like, "Alhamdulillah, dpt jugak mkn KFC..."
hahaha...okay, I might kind of exaggerated, but still, I really felt that way...
(*_^) 

THE TIGER SAGA (*,*)

Well, I'm in a mood to writing now
Have you ever heard about this series??
There are 4 novels for Tiger Saga, completed..
It is such a great novel, really...

HOW I START READING THEM??

Well, you know about  BAUCER 1 MALAYSIA , right?
After in about 3 months I got those voucher, I don't know what to do with them.
At first, I thought, "Ala, beli ja la buku2 course aqu..."
But then, when I surveyed some bookstores, I can't find any books for my course.
(Agroforestry)

Then, I thought, "Beli novel la cam ni..."
But, then, I really have no mood to read any novels.

I send message to one of my bestie ROSDIATUL HUSNA (kwn sek rendah ooo)
I asked her opinion coz she enjoys reading English novels
Then, she suggested me these novels

At first, I thought, "Best ka ah? Satgi buat abeh duit ja..."
Coz for me the best English novels ever just HARRY POTTER & TWILIGHT
Then, the next day... we went to POPULAR BOOKSTORES..
I straightly went to English Novel corner...

And guess what??? I found all 4 books of the series.
I like, "Wow! Lucky me!"
Without second thought, I took those novels, then after chose some stationaries and Malay novels for my sister & cousin, the voucher been used.

But, still, my mood to read hadn't come.
I wrapped those novels, but still, I never feel tempted to read them..
Then, you know what?

On the day of my flight to come back to Sabah, my mood of reading suddenly accelerated.
I put all those 4 novels in my bag.
Luckily, they fitted in.
And then, for almost 2 hour and 40 minutes on the flight, I read the first novel.

I really love it...I can't even move from my sit
It's so DAMN GREAT NOVEL!!
I started to fall in love with REN

On that night, I finished it at my hostel.
Then, I read the second one.

And then, I fall for KISHAN...
On this time, REN being kidnapped.

And how sad... just when REN been saved, he lost all his memories about KELSEY that waited for him??
It is such a heart-breaking moment... honestly...

And at last, as he gained his memories back... KELSEY already chose his younger brother,KISHAN over him...
I like... "WHAT?????"

I REALLY LIKE REN!! BUT, STILL KISHAN ISN'T EVEN HALF BAD...
It's not easy to choose between those two brothers...

But, the ending is really satisfying...
When I finished all those four novels, I thought...
"Mujuq aku tanya Ros, kalau dak rugi la..."
Hahaha... honestly, this series really good...

If HARRY POTTER is about magic, witchcraft, wizardry...
If TWILIGHT is about vampires, werewolves...
Then, this series is about curse that fall to 2 brothers(prince) that change both of them into tigers.
There are love, history, magic, romance, fantasy...

So, really, IF YOU ENJOYED READING HARRY POTTER & TWILIGHT,
then YOU WILL SURELY ENJOYED THIS SERIES TOO...
I guaranteed it coz it happened to me <3 <3 <3

You’re Changed, My Friend ~~!

Friend, you’re my friend.

We knew each other since Form 1.

Year after year, we become close.

Always share problems, exchange opinions.

When we sad, we cried together.

When we happy, we laughed together.

How I miss those memories.

You don’t know how much important you are to me.

When we graduate from high school, we entered Matrix.

We’re no longer as close as we once are.

But, we still together, sharing problems, cared for each others.

After Matrix, we’re far apart.

I’m studying here, you’re studying there.

Still, I believe you will always be you.

I have faith in you.

Because deep in my heart,

I believe you will always be my best friend.

Then, who knows?

You’re now changed, totally changed.

You’re not a person you used to be,

you’re not my best friend as you were before.

Yes, you changed for the best. You’re a great person now.

But, I’m sad.

You’re no longer my best friend who used to share problem with me,

The one who laughed and  the one who cried together with me,

The one who always there for me.

Yes, people change,  world change.

But, how sad.

YOU’RE CHANGED.

YA ALLAH, please. Give me back my old best friend.

It’s not that I’m not happy for you to become 

as great as you are now.

But, I feel as if I no longer know you. 

Friend, I’m sorry.

ANIME FREAKS??!!!! ;-)

The statement totally meant ME

Mula time matrix, aq gila ONE PIECE

 

Time cuti sebelum U entrance, sbb tak larat nak tggu ONE PIECE yg seminggu 1 ep ja upload, aq mula download INUYASHA plak coz crita tu dah completed kan, almaklumla cerita lama daaaa

Then da complete, aq download plak DETECTIVE CONAN....

Pastu sementara dok tggu cerita 2 upload, aku tgok plak KAICHO WA MAID-SAMA

Dah complete, aq mula plak tgok FAIRY TAIL....

Pastu tak larat tggu ep baru, aku downlod plak KUROKO NO BASUKE

Byk2 Anime, KUROKO NO BASUKE ni ja yg aku bca MANGA, bru tgok ANIME...
Then, aku mula plak donlod PRINCE OF TENNIS... completed#

#thisisme ;-)

It's not easy!!

You know, it's hard to be a great eldest sister.

I keep thinking about my grown-up little sister and brother.

And frankly, I'm gonna losing my mind! Urgh!!

It's not that I feel burden by it, but still...

I won't let my parents to get involve with such immature, unthinking, teenagers' stuff, right?

It's my responsibility to solve it, am I right?

And I must solve it BY HOOK OR BY CROOK before back to UMS!!!